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thanks man, maybe i will start posting some stuff again!
ambedo n. a kind of melacholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details—raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee—which leads to a dawning awareness of the haunting fragility of life
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(Source: moon-in-a-dewdrop, via moreofamore)